Hibernating, Expecting, and Fasting

Dear readers,

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I know, I’ve been around just for reading. I have no power of writing and blogging even though I miss it damn much. I have some new posts in the draft and my notepad it’s just I am have no intention to read it and edit it. So I decide to hibernate for a while, well I have no idea until when. Since also am expecting, that’s the good news, but the early stage isn’t something I fond of. My body cracking and I am dying if I walking. Plus it’s fasting month here and I try to fasting as best as I can. Just wish me do everything well.

I am gonna miss you readers. I will still probably around to read some of your post so until then live long and prosper.

.Cheers.

Manusia dan Manusia

 ph: faisalchoir

Satu hal yang paling saya ingat dari suami dan ibu mertua saya adalah kita tidak boleh membenci seseorang. Mungkin saya bukan pendendam, tapi saya bukan orang yang mudah melupakan masalah atau melupakan orang yang berbuat masalah dengan saya.

Rasulullah SAW bersabda, "Sesungguhnya rahmat Allah tidak akan turun kepada suatu kaum yang di dalamya ada orang yang memutuskan tali persaudaraan".

Yang akan selalu terngiang diingatan. Kita tidak boleh membenci seseorang karena rahmat Allah tidak akan turun. Saya belajar banyak dari kalimat ini. Belajar memaafkan dengan ikhlas dan belajar merelakan bahwa semua apa pun yang terjadi di hidup saya adalah atas kehendak Allah SWT yang baik dan buruk.

Saya belajar satu hal baru mengenai silaturahmi dan hubungan sesama manusia, itu sifatnya dua arah. Dan ini berlaku sesama saudara, teman, maupun orang lain.

From Classic Music to Classic Rock!

If you follow my twitter you'll know that I was captivated by the sound of Cello a couple days ago and now I listen rock music.

My musical preference is varied from classical music to rock. You'll find it weird, I know. I like to be weird!

Gotta admit I listen different kind of music but classic music and rock are tie in my top list of music genre then the easy listening pop music. But there's one thing I don't like, I don't like any songs from my country. It doesn't mean I hate it, I just don't find it good to listen, though there's still singer (more because of their voice) I fall for their love, Afgan is one of them.

Among any instruments, I have my heart on piano, guitar and now I am captivated by the sound of cello. 

I love this Cello Bach. I like the modern-sound and the very-classical one too :)

Ouuuggghhh Bach - Cello Suite No.1 i-Prelude really make me fly... It's very beautiful. I really never thought Cello could sound so beautiful....

I used to listen to Richard Clayderman when I was a kid and Maxim when I was a teenager so don't get yourself confuse. My dad has his own way to wake his children up in the morning by volume-ing up music so we would at least bother by the sound of it but sorry dad it doesn't work :)

But rock music help me with all my insecurities when I grew up from a teenager to young-adult and even until now I still listening to rock music. Basically I didn't it's rock or alternative or whatever but I listen people in band with great music, loud rhythm, and angelic voice from metal to alternative to classic rock to what ever. But my all-time favorite is Saosin and Paramore, just don't ask me how many times I listened to their music. Countless!

Just yesterday I run into this rock band - The Pretty Reckless - the one with Taylor Momsen. I doubt her, at first, but then I was blown away with her voice. Boom! a 17 year-old girl could sing like a rocker and look like a hooker at the same time. The way she used clothes remind you of Marie Currie but whatever I listened to good music and great vocal.  

 

She's pretty brave but I gotta admit she's one amazing supermodel-body rockstar-attitude singer which you know what I hope for, right? If life is wild then I might become bff with Taymom.

Good Friday, everyone!

.Cheers.   

A Man In A Suit

First, I wanna say thanks to Fifty Shades of Grey from creating someone like Christian Grey who are a young millionaire with his delicacy and insane wealthiness. Then from this erotica novel genre lovers start to read other romance novel that have same-or even apart-vibe with FSoG. Surely then we will meet Travis Maddox, Gideon Cross (ooouuggghhhh he's howt but just less my type), Gabriel Emerson, Marcus Hardy, Ramsey Bridges, Ryan Christensen, Jared Ryel and last but not least Mike Ross and Harvey Specter. Not all of them were wearing suits only some of them but most of the men the books or TV series pictured are men in handsome and good shape (who will look good in a suit). 

I read FSoG first and crazy over the imagination of Christian Grey which I wish he is Matt Bomer. Then start reading Beatiful Disaster and I pictured CM PUNK, no offense, I like his tats but yes I know he's too old and still gives me that badass vibe. I found in a lot of discussion, readers are imagining their own character like I did. So yes hot man with hot names and hot body appear and they all in suit and damn hot. *nosebleed*

 

 CM Punk is even hot in a suit

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Thank you husband for intoxicate me with TV series "Suits", there I fall for Harvey Specter visually. Yes, he is all I want a man look damn howt in a suit. Harvey Specter was played by Gabriel Macht, but personally he is only good wearing a suit only when he played Harvey. I like that sleek and clean and magnificent vibe coming from a man wearing a suit. I think this is the first time I like a man look clean :))

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Please do not drool and *nosebleed*

.Cheers.

Mocking!

 You'll remember for being hurt (by people) but not when you hurt people.

So make sure you shut your mouth every time you want to mock people.

Pengembara

Saya ga tau apa semua orang suka jalan. Tapi saya, YA! Buat saya dengan berjalan saya bisa lebih mendengar suara hati saya sendiri. Mendengar masalah-masalah sendiri. Saya punya banyak masalah. Saya yakin semua orang punya masalah. Masalah yang seringkali membuat orang tidak mengenali jalan keluarnya.

Sekarang saya hanya ingin keluar dari kota ini Bogor - Jakarta dan wilayah sekitarnya karena terlalu penuh terlalu sesak. Penuh dengan orang-orang yang sedikit banyak membunuh saya pelan-pelan dengan begitu banyaknya mobil dan asap knalpot yang cukup untuk menggambar lubang hitam di paru-paru dan jantung saya. Sesak dengan kemunafikan dan kenaifan orang-orang yang layaknya maneqin atau boneka-boneka dengan segala rutinitasnya. Ya saya mau sekali pergi.

Pergi ke tempat yang bisa dengan tidak kawatir saya bisa menghirup udara sedalam-dalam tanpa mencoreng paru-paru saya dengan timbal. Pergi ke tempat saya bisa berjalan kaki sampai kaki saya pegal, berjalan dan berlari. Saya ingin pergi ketempat yang orang-orang nya lebih beradab sama bumi tempat saya bisa berjalan kaki. Saya tidak sanggup menghayalkan jernih dan segarnya udara, itu hanya akan membuat saya semakin menggila dan tidak sabar. Saya ingin kabur.

Saya ga sabar kemana Allah akan membawa saya.