Silent Wrath

Dull Wednesday,

My emotion been riding roller coaster past few day, jolting from one thing that pissed me off to another. I always believe that patience has no limit. Everytime we think we are patient enough life will teach us another higher limit of patience. That's what I exactly I've been trained from time to time. It's perplexing for people I guess but I am someone very patient and yet very impatient. When there's a lot of things that test my patient, you don't see my anger as I keep it in silent wrath. 

 

First. Late arrival of my ring order. It supposed to take 7-10 days for custom order until delivered to me, but apparently it took 18 days and without any notice from the seller about my order and I can't contact them either. Just yesterday I had the call telling me that their internal system is broke down and all the data is all lost. They asked me for my detailed order then they'll check if my order is considered done. It is, thankfully. I just need to wait couple more days until it arrived.

Second. I met this man in a prayer room twice at that day. I met him couple of times before because we are in the same building. I am not typical who likes to go in a pack in everything, mostly I like being alone and thus give man a bigger chance to approach me most of the times for small talks. But I don't do talks especially to strangers. Later then, he asked me a phone number and a blackberry PIN which I don't bring any gadget that day. He insisted to ask a phone number, so for the sake of friendly personality I gave him my number. He text his blackberry PIN and asked me to add his, I did so. The annoying part was begin, he started to ask whether I already went home or not, I am not someone who hang around my gadget all the time so I didn't reply him and cause him PING! me all the time. Note: I hate people who chat through bbm with PING! unless it's my boss and my family for urgent matter or for bad-signal sake. I finally get it that he's trying to flirt and yet I hate it with the PING! PING! PING! bbm because I didn't reply his bbm. I have an advice for men or women who want to approach for new people, see their right or left finger, OBSERVE if she or he is wearing a WEDDING RING. That's how foreign people-and I-usually do in order to know our place. Telling him I am married is easy but I don't like the idea of how he annoyed me to the place I'd do the same. I am not a good speaker so once people annoyed me, it's not gonna nice what I they might to hear, so most of the times I keep in silent but yet make a necessary action by removing his contact from my bbm list. I did remove some people from my friend list if they have annoying traits.

Third. The things that test my patient the most is I got my other blog SUSPENDED! in violation on terms and services. I was in a very good mood and happy because November is National Blog Posting Month (NaBloPoMo) so I made my self at least one post a day in my other blog. I have myself in passion in writing, some of them are even have theme that encourage me and push me to write something new. I wrote about Paradise-Bali and put some links that have direct access to Bali tourism, apparently I think one of the links I put make me through the Terms and Services violation. It shocked me. Make me pale and angry. I supposed to follow my heart to write about something else, but I insisted. I asked for help to the customer service to help me get my blog back but until today they didn't give me the answer for at least ease my mind. I need my blog back :(

Fourth. I hate it when it come to deal with credit division from bank. They made no clear things to do or to sign and made me to work twice or three times at that. I hate it every time from their side telling the sooner the better. Yet you gave so fucking mislead information. I experienced it with couple banks but this really cost me a lot.

There's the fifth and sixth and seventh and eighth I've been dealing with things that cost me patience. I don't know. Grumbling around and spit it out to other people won't change anything in me but at least writing will. Writing is my therapy. 

.Cheers.

A Man In A Suit

First, I wanna say thanks to Fifty Shades of Grey from creating someone like Christian Grey who are a young millionaire with his delicacy and insane wealthiness. Then from this erotica novel genre lovers start to read other romance novel that have same-or even apart-vibe with FSoG. Surely then we will meet Travis Maddox, Gideon Cross (ooouuggghhhh he's howt but just less my type), Gabriel Emerson, Marcus Hardy, Ramsey Bridges, Ryan Christensen, Jared Ryel and last but not least Mike Ross and Harvey Specter. Not all of them were wearing suits only some of them but most of the men the books or TV series pictured are men in handsome and good shape (who will look good in a suit). 

I read FSoG first and crazy over the imagination of Christian Grey which I wish he is Matt Bomer. Then start reading Beatiful Disaster and I pictured CM PUNK, no offense, I like his tats but yes I know he's too old and still gives me that badass vibe. I found in a lot of discussion, readers are imagining their own character like I did. So yes hot man with hot names and hot body appear and they all in suit and damn hot. *nosebleed*

 

 CM Punk is even hot in a suit

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Thank you husband for intoxicate me with TV series "Suits", there I fall for Harvey Specter visually. Yes, he is all I want a man look damn howt in a suit. Harvey Specter was played by Gabriel Macht, but personally he is only good wearing a suit only when he played Harvey. I like that sleek and clean and magnificent vibe coming from a man wearing a suit. I think this is the first time I like a man look clean :))

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Please do not drool and *nosebleed*

.Cheers.

Tattoos

Happy Tuesday,

Just finished reading Beautiful Disaster by Jamie McGuire and intoxicated by Travis Maddox madness and his fighting his tattoos and his bad boy ass.. Read the book and have to imagine of tattoos really killin' me. I always love body art which include tattoo and piercing but am dyin' for tattoo more. I don't mind what kind of tattoos, I've been into tribal and flowers but I more into words nowadays as long it's beautiful. Well tattoo itself is beautiful. Don't ask me, I don't have a single tattoo in my skin, I just don't allowed to so am just dyin' adoring tattoo through pictures and those who love to have tattoos in their skin. 

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If I cud have tats I'll have it in my wrist, my side, back of my ear, side of my finger and my neck. I'll choose some words and draw for my tats, it cud be a word of MOM, a nickname of my beloved, a life quotes, beautiful flowers, stars and words and words and words.... :)

If you cud have a tat, what it'll be and where?

.Cheers.

Tranquil Sunday

I have this perfect weekend last week. I went to BigBang concert on Saturday and spent the whole Sunday by myself. 

I woke up early despite just slept 6 hours after mind-blowing and tiring concert on Saturday. Prepared quick meal for husband and sent him off to training. This is old news that my husband work time is unexpected but most of the time I'll be on my own on weekend. After sent my husband I decided to lay down for a while and start cleaning the house. My in-laws are out for therapy so practically I am alone. I washed clothes, cleaned the house, cleaned the dishes house, ironed the clothes for 2 hours straight and finished at 11 am. I like all to do that stuff a lot, I find it a therapy for me and it makes me happy. 

After I finished all the household stuff I decided to reward my self with a good massage. At beginning I don't really like massage but with how I commuting everyday Bogor-Jakarta the need to have massage every month is inevitable. So I called my massage spa that I usually go every time I want a massage. I found Marun Home Spa one and a half year ago before my marriage where I got my marriage treatment there. Why I like Marun? It's because of the place and the price. I don't really like crowded beauty treatment where lots of woman are in one place because I think it's too noisy. I like the price that I think it's affordable and cheaper than some of beauty treatment in some beauty salon. 

Marun can only serve up to 4 people in one time it keep the tranquility. Make sure to call first to make sure there's a room left. Marun use aromatherapy oil for the massage and you can choose based on what you need such as Immune Booster, Peace of Mind, Skin Rejuvenating, Tension Release and Body Circulation.  They also have treatment for pregnant woman. I should have one when I am pregnant. :)

I usually take head-to-toe treatment which consist of body steam, body massage, body scrub, facial or face massage and hair treatment. It took 4 hours for all the treatment to finish and afterward my body will feel at its ease. Relax and clean.

So what do you have for your tranquil Sunday?

.Cheers.

BIG BANG ALIVE TOUR 2012

Yeay!!!! *screaming*

Finally, I was able to attend BIG BANG ALIVE TOUR 2012 at MEIS Jakarta on October 13th. This concert is on my top list. Well my concert list only consist BigBang and Adele, means they're the only two singer I want to spend some hundred thousand rupiah watching their concert. 

I am a big fan of BigBang but don't get me wrong, I am not in that age that will bought everything, yes EVERYTHING, about them-considering I know how hard to earn money I am not gonna spend some money that will end up as trash in couple of years. I value them as an artist as a human as a performer as a musician as an individual. Being able to see them with my eyes directly and enjoying their voice live is my personal treasure. I like how they maintain themselves as an artist with good musicality. Keep some distance with fans. I want to treasure them just like that. 

The concert began at 8pm on time and the gate opened by 6 something and finished at 10.20pm sharp . I like how the concert well very well and they are so amazing. I wish they could more communicative with the audience. But the whole concert was mind blowing. I don't bug myself with the need to take their picture, which I believe it won't turn out good, we can have their picture on Google. It's many. More like I want to enjoy a music concert not a picture concert :)

My input is for the promoter, that day Jakarta was freaking HOT and they don't provide a good place for a lot of people who waited in front of the gate, actually I don't get it why you have to queue from morning, and their inconsistency of rules. It was not allowed to bring big camera and tab and Ipad but inside I found lots people with their big camera with big lens and Ipad which disturbing the view. It was said that people allowed to bring mineral water up to 600ml but when I brought that inside the crew said I have to threw away the mineral water bottle so I was wtf. Please treat us better as you need us as much as we need you. 

Got few pictures from that day concert. Some are my personal picture some are from BigBang official facebook. Enjoy!

Oh Grey

Grey?

Yes that Grey. Christian Grey.

of The Fifty Shades of Grey.

Finished that trilogy already but still couldn't get him out of my head. His personality is something isn't easy to forget. It's intriguing how I like his control freak, over protective and possessive side, you know I don't mind have a partner with that kind of attitude, I find it challenging to defy. But I understand how Grey comes up with that kind of personalities; If you have a fucked-up past life or not-so-perfect past life you'll grow by having that tendency of always feeling broken, not-worthy, self-loathing, and any negative things. A time where I once there. Stop there. am not gonna share more. :s

Been listening this beautiful singer recently. I need to get out and search more music now, where have I been? Please enjoy Christina Perri. I found out she's sing a song for Breaking Dawn soundtrack and I think her recent music Distance featuring Jason Mraz has becoming my own soundtrack of Fifty Shades of Grey. She's a genius is sad and heartbroken songs, her voice able to tear apart your hearts. Enjoy.

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

Christina Perri - Distance (feat. Jason Mraz)

 

.Cheers.

Tutorial: Razor Bangs Cut

You know I never like going to hair salon just to cut my bangs. I try my best to cut it by myself at home but it never end up good. Always look weird afterward.

Finally, with my lack of curiosity I start to Google on  how to cut bangs the easiest way with a good result. Thanks to YouTube and people who dedicate their life with creativity on helping someone like me.

I figure cutting bangs using razor seems the easiest and applicable to do at home. At first try, the results still weird, nervous I guess, but last night was my second chance and it went great.

Here are some tutorial on how to cut your bangs using razor.

I cut my bangs just in the right length this time, gonna update my after-cut bangs later. Next, I'll try to trim my hair using razor.

Tips: try to cut it bit by bit. You don't want too short bangs, right.

Good luck.