Dirty Thirties

As today I turn 30... Big THREE-FREAKIN-O

Fortunately I only have two people that remember my birthday: one of my brother (the other two will have a kick in their ass for not remembering mine) and one of my very best friend.

Today, I thought a lot of things. My hedonis kind of time... hahaha... I have that but not that hedonis. I miss that time... and that many many time that I spent in rooftop. I thought about a lot of things that I am not able to do or I choose not to do exactly. There's regret. But there's also realization because twas merely a dream and I live in real.

I've been dealing with the consequences of being a married woman, a wife and a mother. To the point that gave me headache. Meaning it's going to explode in my face soon. I give up a lot in this life in my life for people that mostly didn't appreciate me so it is my resolution to not give a damn fuck about other peoplw anymore. I want more me. The me that love me. I haven't been able to feel that for long.

So, me happy birthday mo chroi.

.Cheers.

Birthday In Silent

Time pass by very fast. Last year, I had Birthday In Silent when I turned 26. Likewise today, I expect a silent birthday. As usual I don't celebrate birthday and this very early morning my hubs gave me a surprise while I was in my sleep by bringing me 27 white roses. Sweeeet. Thanks hubs :* . But I do have wishlist as always, 27 wishlist:

1. My happy little family with my hubs and future kids
2. Successful in my religion 
3. To stay grateful
4. Ready to conceived a baby someday within this year
5. Healthy and stronger woman
6. Devote to become a good daughter
7. Devote to become a good sister
8. Devote to become a good granddaughter
9. Devote to become a good daughter-in-law
10. Successful in my work
11. Want to travel solo somewhere around Asia or Indonesia. Somewhere with beach and hot so I can tan myself
12. Live together with my hubs only
13. Want to join any social organization for children in need
14. Want to able to become someone people always can talk to
15. A great friend - My own definition of friend
16. Learn MuayThai
17. Live without hesitation
18. A new unique mug for my desk at office. Mine's broken
19. To work from home
20. Blog more
21. No need to work out to get lean muscle in my hand
22. Signed copy of Fisher Amelie's books
23. Get tanned
24. Learn French
25. A great kitchen set. I love great kitchen but I don't love to cook
26. Able to stay young and celebrate another birthday in the next following year
27. An Audi R8

Two years ago my wishlist was about stuff and this year mostly my wishlist is about life. Whatever it it isn't a big matter as long as I stay grateful. Stay grateful in good times and bad times. I love you life. Always.

.Cheers.

Birthday In Silent

 Happy Birthday to Me.....

Yes, I just had my turning year to 26. It's a quiet birthday. I received minor birthday greetings this year. Yey! Actually, it's been my obsession to celebrate birthday as quiet as possible.  Around 20 people who remember my birthday since I posted my birthday on my private facebook.

People may questioning why I expect such thing. Though I love childish things (imo: birthday celebration and gift) I more love to know some people really remember my birthday even if I don't post it in facebook that will make an automatic reminder to them.

What did I do on my birthday this year? Nothing. I woke up in the morning with morning rush and go to work. After work I went home and sleep. Decent.

Usually I have my yearly reflection but not this year and not this birthday. I don't know why. But I guess I become more and more grateful yet I don't have expectations for this year yet. Hope to find one.

Btw, thank you for those who remember my birthday. Thank you for being in my inner circle. I will always remember you. Always.


To a life I treasure deeply: I love you. MY life been very wonderful.


.Cheers.

Turn Over

It's already February!!!

Time fly by using its speed of light. Yupe last Sunday I turn 25 (baca: DUA PULUH LIMA) and as expected people surround me didn't realize how old I am but it's better than last year. I did a few things and received tons of love. Here you go am just gonna share some pics and left shut up. 

 

my Birthday Gift

Thank you for @avaSugarrush for remembering My (Dream) Birthday Wish List 2 months ago and made it come true

and 

A little pouch with my favorite pattern. I always love handmade birthday gift.

I envy her for her creativity I couldn't do.

Thanks to @ditamaulani a brilliant crafter who own her Yellow Pony Online Shop and don't forget to visit her Handmade Nest

My birthday dinner

Many thanks for all prays and hope. May Allah SWT give you many in return.

My (Dream) Birthday Wish List.

Still 2 months to go. Here are my (dream) birthday wish list:

1. This SHOES








2. Birthday little party with this background




3. Camera (am dying for this)




4. mini and beautiful birthday cake




and family and beloved friends always first in my wish list.


Bisous,


Sofia

Methaphor Twenty Four

Metaphor 24

Am speechless but I thank the most Allah SWT. for keep guiding me

and the One who brought me Birthday cake and have me surprised in very early morning.. Love you..

and my nuclear family 

and truly friends who reminds my birthday even it's not shown in facebook or else

A Birthday cake for a birthday girl

 

 

Just blow the candles but i forgot my birthday wishes

And he brought the cake fresh from Jakarta

MANY THANKS FOR YOU ALL