Cactus

I have a CACTUS. I love living things. Thank you love.

Bisous,

Sofia

What Goes Around Comes Around

Past. Present. Future.


Come.

Cook a Cook.

+ + + +

I want my own kitchen.

I don't know why. But I desperately want my own kitchen. I want to cook my own food. Healthy food Off course. I want it more that I want a guess bag or other branded stuff.

I think kitchen is like a girl territory with full authority.


Bisous,


Aquarian girl

Day.

Life is funny. I should be grateful for whatever it is.

"I learned through people's life, people's mistake but the best I learned from my own mistake."

Every person process of life is different. I am grateful for what I've been through including joy and pain. I almost 25 and heading to self-actualization. I've been very grateful that I've spent my teenage phase rudely (if I can say it like that). I used to be someone who doesn't like studying and spending most of my time in early 15 to my last 22 just after I graduate am entering my new phase. 7 years of my-having-fun-age is passed by. Mostly I spent it for lock in one-man relationship, billiard, translating, guiding foreigner, English... I used to be someone with rockstar attitude showing rebellion and default craziness. :D. But that's me, really I don't need you to judge how I deal with my past life. Since last year am not really interesting in what you could call major having fun such as clubbing, music concerts, shopping or what ever you called things-to-make-myself-fun.


Suddenly I get this thinking on my way to my room after work. This is why I like walking.


I found out some of people I recognize are "late" to have fun. I don't judge it's right or wrong. Hell like I care.

I found a man really into to clubbing. Almost clubbing everyday. I thought of him 'a village boy come to a sin city'. Fascinating. Yes, Jakarta is fascinating. Though it's a city filled lonely people. Another man is really crazy in clubbing in a good club. Having a deep puff. Becoming a real active smoker. I found my friend real frustrated in his/her partner. Trying to bitching with another partner. I found those unique person being crazy in one or another thing. Maybe there's a time when you can't utter what really happen in you, but surround you really notice it.

"I go to club but ain't party goer

I smoke but ain't a smoker

I drink but ain't drunk

I am thinking that makes me a thinker" -anonymous-

Really, It's their process of life though I remember we own ourself no matter how hard it is.

Life is short. And our passage of life is fast. So keep up. Once am having a new passage of life am not gonna wasting my time by unnecessity have fun. This time am doing it with full responsibility.

Yes am just only almost 25 but I sound old. I am. No matter how many people say am young, but it's myself sound old. Sometime in our life we'll meet different phase with other. The loved one will stay no matter bit is our process for them.

Thank you for all the love, hugs and kiss. My life never a chaos.


Bisous,


Aquarian girl

Mood.

Hai.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

Late. Yeah I know. But recently I'm focused on managing my life. everything in my life. Love, work, family, etc but myself come first. So I need my break time from internet and writing and my usual thing. I promise I'll be back soon.

O yea I failed to get my visa due to lack of documents and willing. hahhahha . but I learnt a lot, that the most important things. I'll see you around.


Bisous,




Aquarian girl

Nekat (pt. 2)

Good Monday everyone,

Yes, I know It's been a long time almost a month and New Year is ahead. Where have I been? Nowhere..k k k

Finally, I finished all the documents application for visa long sejour to France and now I have to wait for the embassy call. But am not sure that they'll approve my visa. So it takes almost 2 weeks to finish all of the documents because in the middle of the process I was so unsure about this decision (to go abroad). Travel insurance and even to fill in visa documents it took me 2 hours and arrrrgggghhhhh everything is done.

I have me and my time a lot. Avoiding crowded. I really want to share what I've been through recently but I guess I'll keep it for my self now. And let people missunderstood with me. I mean people don't always have to know the truth. Let me.

Have a good life. and LOVE.


Bisous,


Sofia

My (Dream) Birthday Wish List.

Still 2 months to go. Here are my (dream) birthday wish list:

1. This SHOES








2. Birthday little party with this background




3. Camera (am dying for this)




4. mini and beautiful birthday cake




and family and beloved friends always first in my wish list.


Bisous,


Sofia