Momster

Today I was one

I let my ego took the worst of me.

I yelled

I screamed

I smacked

I shook

I pointed

I spoke vile

I poured

You.

And I am sorry. I am ashamed. I failed you.

I dont know how much I broke you.

To pieces

How I destroy you

To dust

How I traumatized you

To me

Today I was a momster.

Something I never knew exist inside of me. Something I cried in regret

Something I knew I couldn't take back

Something I will remember forever for being a human mom. The worst one.