A Little Escape

Freedom. Twas what I crave right now. 

A free time to do what ever I want before I was a mother. A 'me time' they called. Twas hardly available for me. Don't get me wrong I have a lot of free time at day and night but I can't use it as free as I want. As a nerd as I am I crave writing and reading so bad. So bad that right now I leave my kid alone just to write. SO bad that my mind could explode and I went cray cray because I keep talking to myself instead of writing to clear my mind off. 

At day my kid won't allow me to touch my laptop or my phone. And I prefer to write with my laptop rather than my phone. So I spend a lot of my time entertaining an almost-two-years-old kid. And at night I manage to read couples of page of book on my kindle. But wait A COUPLE OF PAGES?? When am I gonna finish the book. Fortunately reading was the only thing that I still constantly able to do without so much distraction but sometimes it wasn't enough because reading was like stuffing my head with a lot of thing and writing was like stuffing out what inside my head. So now maybe I have to insist a little bit so that I can have time to write what my mind wants to.

I've just finished book called The Premonitions Series by Amy A. Bartol that consist five books.

I managed to finished it in one week. Yeah when I read book in series that might consist more than 2 or 3 books it took all my sleeping time so yes I am suffered with sleep deprivation as now I am writing. Not many knows or do I share what kind of books I like. Here, I like supernatural stuff but particularly angels and demons and beings with wings ha.ha.ha. I am an adult but prefer to read a YA books, yeah, because it's easy not requiring me to think. Come on I am a stay-at-home mom I need something light after the day I had. I,too, like romance and erotica genre to switch over if I was stuff with angel stuff. It's good you know to let my brain to let the steam off lol. Do you have books to recommend for me? I'd love to know and perhaps put it in my to-read list.

I missed the hard stuff you know, the classic, the poetry, the grown-up one but maybe I'll never finished reading it if I were to start it. Dunno, maybe someday. And I hope someday I could write such a book. In English off course because my bahasa is disaster. :)

.Cheers.