안녕!

 안녕!

Good bye single life. 3 days before my wedding day. 

This week I can say a week where I feel so much comfortable with my life. A week to enjoy my last single life. I cry. I laugh. I smile. I love. 

I'd love to share but no matter how many people I talk to won't enough. I do a lot of self-reflection. A lot more than I used to have. Since I am not a good speaker, I'll just write.

I'm going to live in a new room of mine that I never thought it'll come fast. My own room, my own family. Thus, I thank Allah SWT for everything in my life, everything. I thank my mom for leaving me in a such early way though I most of the time missing you like crazy, hoping you're gonna awake, craving for your food and your hug I never had. I thank dad for your pluses and minuses to raise me in a condition without a mom which I realize that must be the hardest thing to do after mom passed away. I wish you to know more about me. I thank my brothers for their great presence, they're my only reason for living. I'll miss to play, being goofy, to take a little care of you every time I go home. Even last night I cried every time I imagined I couldn't do such things, kill the mosquitoes to make sure you sleep well, put up your blanket, close your window, turn off your computer, and other small things. I'm sorry for not being able to be such a good role model for you, I'll become a more mature and understanding sister. I thank my aunts from my mom's side for taking a very good care of me, filling up an empty room in my life and being such a wonderful substitute mother for me. I pray the best for you and your family and always blessed. I thank my cousins for living up my life and accompany me in my up and down moment. I thank a lot for my best friends for being such a wonderful best-friend who accept the 'real' me and never judge me wrong. The last, I thank my husband-to-be for knowing me from A to Z. Accept the 'REAL' me in every condition. We'll leave healthy and happy now and after. For my future family, please treat me well. Saranghae <3<3<3 

Many love,

Fina

I wish that people know more about me. But we'll see where life gonna take me. Despite every pain I had, I'm so much grateful with my life. I'm going to be a more mature human. Thank you.