Yep..yep.. I am on fire of writing and my topic is again L.O.V.E..hahhahha...
I think it's my medicine to revive from heart break.
You know what. I am sorry to hurt the one I love. I am sorry to put you in such a pain. I do lost my self and push away all people around because I need to clear my thought. This is something I don't want to also. But God has direct authority to play with my life, my thought and my feeling. I can't control it.
But not all people will really understand what I am trying to through. I still thank God, God left me with such wonderful friends-those whose not pushing me back but waiting in my line. I want to strengthen my faith. My faith of owning my man. I have seen too many divorced, unwanted man, unprepared man and woman. So yeah it scared me.
My ex, once he had said that I looked happier when I am single. And today I do really happy with myself. I'm happy with my tan skin and everything I have in my life. I don't know why, and this is not because my man is bad or what but I guess I need more spare in my life that I can love my self more than anybody else.
If you guys love me, let me happy and wait for me.
Cheers,
Aquarian Girl
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