What is my dream?
Well if u want to ask me this I really have no answer to it. Really I have no answer that I might be able to make it true.
Once when I was in my childhood my mom told me "Don't dream too much because when u can't reach you'll be disappointed"
Along with my evolution I often excuse "Mom, If i didn't dream I can't see the beauty of life" but I guess it's pretty much true. I dream a lot but none of it is really come true. If people had that aim of life or living in their dream. I don't have it. It stuck in my bone and never really show its looks. Only one moment could turn me upside down when I realize I can't dance. Ever since I never really in need to achieve my dream. Only that one moment that make me disappointed. Only after than I realize I hardly ever bury myself in deep disappointment. Don't look as if i don't feel disappointed. Yes I do but it just my human feel and it just a little. Afterward I keep dreaming and hardly ever really achieve one. MY dream. My joy and delight. It just a temporary desire outside but carved in my bone. Life is not always about reaching my dream but also what it supposed to be happen.
I got another acceptance letter from I.R.F.F.L.E Universite de Nantes. I craved to go but I just realize something no matter how I really want to go I just won't. No matter how sad I am I just have to let it go. Mastering another language is one of my dream but it's fine. I take this consequences and not gonna regret it.
Btw, I've applied to Interstudi and will take Export Import short course start next month. Hwaiting!
I may not have a lot of option to run my life but I know there still a lot of people out there that even have no option than just to run their life like it or not. and I still grateful for that.
Cheers,
Sofia