Pain!

Hah...kalo udah berurusan dengan rasa sakit banyak banget yang bisa dipelajarin...

Pain makes you grow. 

and talking with someone in rage and hatred and hurt is a waste.

Now, for every choice those people make I'll try to accept it and let time heal and reveal everything.

I believe Allah promise is sure. I believe Allah is fair. I believe Allah will give me the best even I was a bad girl.

Kita ga bisa selalu dapet pasangan yang sesuai kita. Setiap manusia berbeda begitu juga halnya dalam berpasangan. Ga pernah ada yang sama. Kalau salah satu pihak merasa tidak berbeda bukankah seharusnya berpikir bahwa pihak yang lain berusaha untuk menerima perbedaan itu. RELATIONSHIP itu bukan hubungan satu orang saja, tapi hubungan dua orang dengan dua arah.

A good relationship isnt when perfect couple comes together, but imperfect couple learns to enjoy their differences. -D. Meurer

Kalau kita ga bisa menerima resiko berhubungan / punya pacar mending ga usah punya pacar. Untuk masa depan, diperlukan pasangan yang bisa berjalan bersampingan dengan kita bukan pasangan yang didepan kita ataupun dibelakang kita. Pasangan yang bisa jadi imam. Pasangan yang ga bakal kemana-mana pas menghadapi masa sulit. Pasangan yang ga bakal lari kemana-mana tapi di hadapi bersama kalau punya masalah.

Pain make you strong.

Love is good. Good Love make stronger. Bad Love make you weak.

Enjoy,

Half-dead soul Aquarian Girl

Sorry.

I end up regretting a lot of options that I take in my life. Only some people can let me makes mistakes. The rest come and go as they wishes leaving me with a broken heart.

Relationship. These couple in relationship should have the same thought, same understanding, some same things. But when you find you are too different. Nope I guess the problem is in me. I mostly feel I don't deserved being loved by someone. My bad.

I emotionally cheated with myself. Some people just can't accept it. Some people just don't understand it. Some people don't stay.

I prefer someone to walk side by side with me.

Love is in the air!

L.O.V.E

I love to see people's life. I love to see pictures because I can see what people can't see in reality. SO yes, I've just walking around from one album to another album. Seeing people in love I want to have mine too ^^V

Ahhh I just chat with my friend and it makes me forget what I want to write. I like to see people in relationship picture but I like more couple who has married or engaged or lived together and off course relationship with families-brothers, brother and sister, son and dad, mom and son, mom and daughter. Why? because I don't have so much memories with it. But that's life! Even everytime I see those kind of relationship I always happy but at the same time it makes a huge hole in my heart. My missing part. My missing pieces.

Somehow that missing part makes me want to make my own family and owning my own home. But marriage isn't a simple thing. It creates more scarification and effort but worthed. So take care for every L.O.V.E that you have now. You never know what might happen when it's gone....


I L.O.V.E You Life with all the pain that leave scars and all the joy that leave indefinite embrace.

I Love You My Life even sometimes I try not to hate you and still grateful for you.


Love,

Aquarian Girl

Fast Forward!

Wew, Time flies so fast. It's already the last week of October and arrrggggg!!

Well, If I can I really want to skip this year, fast forward till next years. O shit I will be 25 yo. No fiancee, No wedding plan, Nothing. Well, If I met the Mr. Right One I will get married soon. So please adults, don't ruin my dream wedding day..hahhahha..

Hmmm, I am excited for something. But I have to keep my mouth shut because It's still a SECRET!!! Some of important people in my life already know it. Thank you Allah SWT. for making me have another option in my life. Thank you dad, thank you tita and fam, thank you mama uni and fam, thank you to my Pisces, Scorpio, Gemini and Sagittarius man in my life....smooooccchhhhhh....

I am excited to have a whole 2010 reflection, I through a lot of things and self-reflection is so thrilled me. hihhhi. I am still struggling to manage my feeling. my self. my mind. but managing love is so damn fucking hard. but I have no other option unless I enjoy it.

To my mom, I L.O.V.E You so much...
next month will be your 10 years ...such a long time...
We will be together soon or later.. and I hope at that time I can know more about you..

Hmmm..... I love my life. Thank you Allah SWT. I am grateful for every joy with its laugh and pain with its tears.

And Oh I am so Aquarius..hahha...

Cheers,

-Aquarian Girl-

Hugs. And Cry

So yeah that's what exactly I had last night. I feel my process of life and some problems in my life gave me a great headache within this week.

I meet my moment where I lost all my senses. my passion. my everything.
I feel alone and I want to be alone. Pushing away those my beloved people. But that's how it's happen.

Though I still can feel nothing. But I am dying having my beloved people back. I am going home today and continue hibernation later.

I love and miss my Pisces Man, Scorpio Man, Gemini Man, and Sagitarius Man.

Cheers,
Aquarian Girl

8 Years

19-10-2002
It was full moon
It was young and free
It was so lovely
It was you and I for one us

19-10-2010
It was the same full moon
It was growing and dying
It was so intriguing
It was never the same you and I

The journey was long as we end up arguing and comes up always with big results. But he still the love of my life. I thank God for sending him. But it's time to grow more in our feet. Let's introspect our self for the better us.


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